For as long as I can remember, I have struggled with self sabotage. I try and try to meet the expectations of myself and others, but at some point I divulge into obliger rebellion and am no longer able to meet the expectations. I become overwhelmed by the expectations that others have on me, and instead of stepping up to the challenge, I make small mistakes. And then once I make a mistake it becomes a debilitating pattern of scrambling to meet expectations and feeling like a failure.
But I'm determined to break this pattern. I'm determined to stop letting myself make excuses. I'm determined to step up, because I know that I can.
What underlying patterns keep holding you back? How are you going to change your story?